not easy to see

not easy to see this morning. short on sleep. meeting extended my day and got home after 10pm. eating is another issue with these late nights. i assumed dinner would be provided. no dice. hungry when i arrive home & i gotta eat. its becoming a problem. yes i am involving you in my eating habits.... my best bet is to eat fruit and maybe some cheese. i could eat all day. maybe its my tapeworm? i figured my appetite would subside when i moved to the bay area, but for some reason it has increased...

what do i have this week? coffee just kicked in.... i am just staring off in to space. i have issues pending that are really bothering me. will not mention it here.

oh yeah this week. its the usual. i have a few more night shifts to work this week. jam session on wed night. hope to play with another new person this week.

as i sit here, i believe i have nothing to offer. no words of wisdom. well.... just don't let the man break you down. run over you. stand up for what you want. unless you say/do something about a situation, its your own damn fault for letting it happen... no excuses. something bothering you, face the problem, rather than ignore and resent.

i have a red couch. its a pull out futon. i sit on it every morning starting at 5:15am and write. usually get off at 5:45am. this is where my mind and body catch up.