12.21.2007

welcome 6 panels

welcome 6 panels. new addition to no name. i look forward to reading his intriguing words.

yesterday was a good day. up early. walked "the tongue". swept the house. went to the post office. haircut. yoga. lunch. hit the skins(woke up a baby)... more work and went for a jam last night. home at 11:30. fell asleep on the couch.

now i am up. coffee in hand. called the wife. she and d are away at a funeral. things have changed and family members are getting under my skin. death creates animosity. blood in the water. that blood is money. money and ego. everyone suffers. let the thought of money and ego go. a loved one has fallen..

its easy for me to be angry. easy for me to understand the suffering. been right there in the mix. from the outside it easy to plot a solution. what to do. people are going to say what they are going to say. do what they are going to do. let it go. let the dust settle. then ask the tough questions. ask for what you need. physical memories.it will pull you through, but there will be work ahead. the work is time. its all you have.

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