system overload

this morning i woke up fresh and then schizophrenic. there are days when i cannot control my own being. there is untapped potential. ideas to harness. it gets to loud at times and i am unable to do anything except be. it is extremely exciting and scary at the same time. i have to slow down and be conscious of every decision, especially when i am speaking. its sort of a porky pig "ism".

some how i have made it this far today. meditated for 15-20 minutes today and that really helped! got after it ever since. writing ideas. helping the wife move into her new studio. thats the picture inside the studio. fresh coat of paint. what a smell.... her new platform to kick some ass! i am extremely excited for her. its starting for her and there are only greater things to come!

tonight is my night. drums. dinner. drums. tv. it will be a good night!