conflict and end

this is where i am at....

con·flic:t v. kuhn-flikt; n. kon-flikt] Pronunciation Key –verb (used without object)
1.to come into collision or disagreement; be contradictory, at variance, or in opposition; clash
2.to fight or contend; do battle.
–noun
3.a fight, battle, or struggle, esp. a prolonged struggle; strife.

end: /ɛnd/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[end] Pronunciation Key –noun
1.the last part or extremity, lengthwise, of anything that is longer than it is wide or broad: the end of a street; the end of a rope.
2.a point, line, or limitation that indicates the full extent, degree, etc., of something; limit; bounds
3.a part or place at or adjacent to an extremity

this is where my body wants to be.....

gnos·tic: [nos-tik] Pronunciation Key –adjective Also, gnos·ti·cal.
1.pertaining to knowledge.
2.possessing knowledge, esp. esoteric knowledge of spiritual matters.
3.(initial capital letter) pertaining to or characteristic of the Gnostics.
–noun

interesting. the first 2 definitions are what came to my mind immediately after thinking of where i am. the third definition came from me blindly opening the dictionary and pointing. i will have a long think about is one....