what i have in mind

unclear what i have in mind. four days off really helped me settle in for better mind calibration. whatever that means? its means i feel better mentally. good job. now i am talking to myself.... i feel more at ease communicating and thing about what i need. i still have my usual battles of chaos. the battles are shorter and consumed with feelings of compassion. gratitude. there is more to life than the job. yes i love to work. i do not live to work. i work to live.

i see it everyday on the bart. in the city. everywhere! frenetic energy creates a buzz of gotta go somewhere faster, harder with no concept of the present. slow it down. open a door for someone. say hello. be gracious. small steps will create more steps to improve your work/personal life. it takes one positive thought to make it happen. this is not neverland. its real life. how you choose to live it, is yours..

you can walk around with x's on your eyes or you can unlearn what you have already learned, for a better life