disappointed

tired. disappointed. the opportunity, but no go.

again i sit outside. the sun soothing my face. listening to discussions between birds. they seem happy, but you can tell when they are agitated by another bird. the song. the chase. pecking.

it all seems to be a blur. i must find the gratitude in all of this.

5 elements of gratitude about my job.
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i am too tired to think. i will eat and get back to this. funny how its blank?