speak. speak in to the microphone. where is it. there it is. the is a slight fuzz to my temple. thank goodness my hand feels better. yelp. to help. is there a state in which i am in or is this a phase. this is a ay to get the words out. stream of consciousness. is there such a thing? stream. i have felt one of those before. who thinks this is an attempt to get motivated? motivation is needed in the world. its nothing like that you are use to. why is that i cannot go to the gas station with out being bombarded by advertising. who's idea was it put a tv at a gas pump. "they" think i cannot go 15 seconds without watch the boob tube?? same thing at "take over the world with cheap prices" wal mart. ahhh. i will just sit in line watch stupid ass ads and read even more pathetic magazine covers to make sure i am keeping up with which celebrity is beating there child or attempting to be a humanitarian. it got it...who the fuck cares! i got better things to do than care about celebrities in a bubble with there ego..

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