7 months

7 months. if someone told me i lived in SF for 7 months, i would respond by saying you are insane. its true. thats what i am sating now. i have lived in SF for 7 months and that is completely insane! why? because there is a part of me that feels that i just arrived yesterday. another part of me feels i have been here 2 years. it snapped by just like that! now, the question is how do i feel? in the present. exhausted. i am doing a holiday turn around. i left the store at 10:45pm. up at 5am for the opening. overall? AWESOME! the things i have learned and done are amazing. at work i have been playing catch up, but i just made a small turn a few days ago and things are smoother. i have about another 3-6 months before i am at 90% or greater. would love to say 100%, but i believe i have to be realistic. personal life? SOLID!(bringing back a 70's word of positivity.) the love is amazing. babers and little d. its always a constant. drum practice? i am extremely happy where i am right now. learning and playing to new material. playing with new people is excellent. i always want more time, but i must be grateful for what i have in the present. physical activity? yoga has seen me through alot of my stress. i feel stronger physically and mentally after every session. i take yoga off the mat everyday(sometimes there are moments of weakness). overall yoga has helped improve my mental practice at home and work. i again want more, but i must be grateful for what i have right now! from time to time i am able to take a bike ride and its nice to be outside in the california sun.

my message today? well. this is the segment where i may say i want more.... be grateful! there is always more. yes i want more drum time, yoga, relaxation, time from work, time with babers and little d. its the time.? time to remember i got it all. to be as dialed as i am after 7 months in SF. pretty amazing! will i always want more? yes. its the wanting that drives us, but at the same time one must remember the present. so philosophical.