i come home

i come home and i want some peace. not happening. 30 minutes? ok? no. last night was a perfect example of not going with the flow, turning my ears off and unable to help process other peoples needs. its frustrating. i have the capacity, but unwilling to take the breath needed to get me there.

pause.

i have to surrender. i keep fighting the current. it is possible peace will come with less resistance. the more resistance, the more chaos, the less chance for peace and mindfulness.

i know what is in store today, so its difficult to keep calm. it starts in 20min. the go. get in there. do the job. do it well. get out and live it!

listen:

lis·ten:/ˈlɪsən/ Pronunciation Key [lis-uhn] –verb (used without object)
1.to give attention with the ear; attend closely for the purpose of hearing; give ear.